So what's new?

Each of my days is a fricking roller coaster, something amazing happens in the morning or the afternoon and then something seriously screwed up hits me in the mouth at night.

Of course, the bad things seem to take much more out of me and steal the thunder of the good ones.

Argh.

Few random thoughts:

- Yesterday I got a good night of sleep, that hadn't happen in... God knows how long.

- Sunday 50% of my close Christian friends left to the U.S.

- Lately I can't stay at home for more than 1 hour at a time (aside from sleeping).

Stupid anxiety.

- I saw "Cosmopolis", it has its moments, but all in all a waste of my money.

- I haven't done so much exercise since... Ever? I'm sore all over and I keep pushing it. Couple nights ago I had cramps on my arms (!!!) yes, I woke up without feeling my left arm at all. It would be hilarious if I wasn't so scared to death: me, using my right arm trying to move my left one, for about 20secs, without any feeling, movement, then a stabbing pain shooting down my arm as I regained a bit of movement at a time.

I can't forget to stretch so much.

(...)

It seems like a darkish painting of my life right now, but I'm still confident I'm on the right path. Like I said, the screwed up things seem to overshadow the good ones, and those under construction, at least for now.

Love, Honesty, Patience.

Boy, is this hard.