Christianity

There's no going back.

I've been on the other side. It's lonely and miserable.

On this side I'm never alone, my creator loves me, despite of all my sins, even the down moments are not so down anymore. I'm not ashamed of who I am anymore. None of it.

It doesn't depend on me anymore.

It depends on Him. I just have to let Him change me.

And let me tell you something else, I love all my friends, I truly do, I'm very blessed on that front. But Christians? People who walk with God for some time have something in them, they have flaws like everyone else, but there's this aura of niceness and unselfishness I can't see in anyone else.

I hope I let Him change me enough so other people can see that in me too. I want to be a lighthouse for other people to find God.

I truly look forward to it.