Sigh no more
31/10/2011
Can you believe this bull?
Saints lost against the winless Rams.
It happens, get over it.
P.S. Our Defense needs to stop the run. This is a bullshit loss we can learn something from.
28/10/2011
Dunno what the fuck is wrong
With image size on blogger, but I'm not going to spend any more seconds trying to fix it...
Ego
I'm a smart guy.
Seriously, I am.
But I'm not the genius I sometimes think I am.
Not even fucking close.
I'm athletic, yes, but I'm not an athlete.
Not even fucking close either.
I'm average good-looking, not Brad Pitt.
Not even the same species.
I'm a good guy, I've proven it time and time again, I have principles, but I'm not better than anyone else because of it.
Thing is, should I accept things as they are and be happy with it? Sorry, I can't do it. Somehow, somewhere, someone must've fucked up my education, because I can't accept normalcy, and don't mention mediocrity to me. I have to be better. I have to be much better.
I hate the feeling I'm being lazy or that my day wasn't productive, I can't stand the fact I'm not up-to-date on subjects I have a great interest in, I WILL NOT accept a bullshit relationship in my life, and even if I'm not exactly sure where I'm going, what I'm going to do, at least there's a core of ideas/principles that will make sure I'm not lost, those things will put me in the right direction. I know I'm going somewhere, somewhere I want to be.
Problem is, this makes me excessively focused on myself.
Egocentric.
That idea of what is right for me, is right for everyone, they're just not willing to put the effort in. There's some truth to some of those things, but, the excess focusing on me thing... It's unhealthy and just plain BAD...
Humility goes a longer way.
Not to mention it is much better to improve myself.
Weekly Challenges
Last week was miserable, only the 'look in the eyes' one was somewhat respected. I didn't write a single word and I only managed 3 days of staying away from tobacco.
To my defense, that week finished with a weekend from hell.
This week, the challenges are:
- 3k ATOKAM (again)
- Humble posture towards other people (which yesterday I already failed miserably, but I'm soldiering on, because it only proves how big a challenge this is for me)
P.s: Still, besides the weekend which fucked it all up, my week was god darn pretty good in all fields and point systems.
26/10/2011
25/10/2011
21/10/2011
Someone should explain me...
Why the fuck do I fall in love so easily, and yet it's so hard to fall out of it.
Like, what are my psychological issues or evolutionary needs that lead to it.
Luckily, I've learned to distance myself, see the absurdity of it, and laugh my ass off.
Still, this is bullshit...
19/10/2011
NFL Legend
Let me introduce to you, Deion "Prime Time" Sanders. One of the best DBs to ever play the game.
And the music is awesome too. "Chiddy Bang - Opposite of Adults"
17/10/2011
Weekly Challenges
Did I mention that after 2 months completely disorganized, I'm back with a new 25 point system and restarted the weekly challenges?
Last week:
Foolish Challenge: Complete 7 games in Madden08, in a season I started with some friends on vacation, and post it with funny shit on our blog. - I did 3, then the week went too fast, I'll complete more outside the challenge thing soon :s
Challenging Challenge: Ask myself all the time, "Am I being truthful? Am I being mediocre?" - Fulfilled. Pretty good.
This week:
Foolish Challenge: Meeting people's eyes when talking to them. (Repetition, but I feel it's interesting)
Challenging Challenge: Write 3k words on ATOKAM (my book). Hoping this revives my writing.
EDIT: Extra Weekly Challenge (for this week): No Tobacco + No Alcohol.
Tom Morello
Sorry the sound sucks, but this guy speaks volumes.
“Much like the President, I am half Kenyan. Like the President, I’m a Harvard graduate. Like the President, I’m from Illinois. And, like the President, I’ve been on the cover of Rolling Stone Magazine. I got a message for him. ‘Dude, it’s time to grow a pair. A lot of people who put you in office put you in office to fight for them; to fight against the Tea Party; to fight against this bullshit in Congress; to fight against those sons of bitches who are attacking the working class and the poor in this country.’ And he hasn’t done any of it.
At the same time, I’m not waiting for him. I’m with the people in Madison. I’m with the people who are occupying Wall Street. That’s what my music’s about. When progressive, radical or even revolutionary changes happen in this country, it’s come from below. When women got the right to vote, when lunch counters were desegregated, it was people you do not read about in history books who stood up in their place and their time for what they believe.”
15/10/2011
Predictable. Completely. Fucking. Predictable.
I'm exhausted, and my brain decides its the perfect time to give me an insomnia.
At least it has let me sleep a couple of hours.
It shouldn't surprise me, because my life is a comedy, and this is what happens in comedies.
Yup, some people complain their life is a Greek tragedy, mine is a comedy. Not even a romantic comedy. Well, lately maybe one of those new bromance types.
And I'm not even complaining.
Sometimes it just becomes annoying my character is the weird kid that every silly situation happens to him.
At least it's a kid with fucking swagger breathing in and out of him.
And epic background theme music.
Am I right Big Sean?
13/10/2011
12/10/2011
09/10/2011
Demons
We all have our demons.
I think the most important part regarding demons is to recognize them.
To know what they are, and how much power they have over us.
Then it's about precautionary measures, to avoid them, and preparedness to face them when it's time to do it.
And there will come a time to face them. Sometimes on your own terms, sometimes when you least expect it.
I honestly believe it's facing demons that gives you the biggest boosts of maturity in life. And the unwillingness/failure facing them that makes you stuck in a point in life.
It sucks to recognize a new demon. Even a little, weakish one. Because I know if I dismiss it, it may become big and strong like others.
Here's my point, though. I realized a while ago the whole "you are born alone and you damn sure die alone" is not exactly true.
Life is a team game. You are not supposed to be facing your foes alone.
08/10/2011
06/10/2011
RIP Steve Jobs
This is one of those rare serious moments in this blog. (To contrast, for example, with the WPP bullshit I just posted)
White People Problems (III)
By the way... These hipster photos become hilarious with these subtitles.
Can you believe this shit?
I have Sea Urchin's spines on my feet.
Fuck my life.
(White People Problems? I doubt it)
03/10/2011
Holy Vishnu
I have time for nothing.
I'm going to drop University, stop working, stop playing sports, and ignore any kind of social activities.
Then I can be happy again.
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